Imagine

I was a boy when in my ears

 John Lennon’s songs would cry

Of joy because... he’s talented

And more, has such a heart

So yeah, and only from his voice

Not words, perhaps, I heard

„Oh boy my dear do dare to dream

and once you do, dream big“

My god, John

Thanks.

I needed this

And ah I dared to dream...

Today my life’s far less achieved

And what I dreamed’s untrue

You know, I was supposed to be

Rich, famous, hot like you

And what the fuck’s become of me?

[-An office rat in chains-]

I was a born performer, damn!

How could it go so wrong

I’ve let my dreamy childhood down

And ah, I don’t belong...

John, imagine, if you saw me now

Bit beaten down and bad

John, I am not a hero, how

Could I be anything but sad...

When I, as child, inspired to

Be... Lennon

Just like you

Ah, John, okay, I’ll let it be

Excuse my pain, please do...

________________

And yet, John, I was never wrong

I dreamed and I dreamed big

Guess what, I never failed at all

I dreamed

I dared to dream

And though I chose (?) to not pursue

Fame, fortune, audience, applause

Though I’m not Michelangelo, for sure

Or Ringo, Paul or George

Or Gandhi, or Tenzin Gyatso

And though I have some flaws...

I don’t regret, I don’t feel bad

No, damn...

I think I’m proud!

I did become, all that I dreamed

(and more)

I have a heart!

And I am loved by somebody,

The very best indeed;

Guess what, John, guess how did we meet?

While listening to your songs.

Guess where John, can you imagine...

A mirror. And a child.

I promised as a little boy

I promised and it’s true

You John, taught me to love myself,

And music,

Dreams,

I do.

(28. veebruar 2011)

to date

new lovers they are beautiful

but ah they have a past

and once discussed, inevitably

they break up or they last

I found a one to trustly keep

oh god must love me so

to ever make us drifters meet

and recognize and know

the past is past it isn’t ours

and future we have none

in present though remain aware

in moments we become... ourselves

bare, eager, lucid human beings

starstruck

we gaze at life

of mortal body, mind and heart

but in eternal bliss

we share another moment

and immortalize

and kiss

once

you conquer me

ferociously

like a wave comes over me

enchanted eyes and inner lies

make me feel commited

but reality is tricky

I look at you

feel like a fool

and passion’s taking over

all I know is I want more

your face your lips I do adore

your hands slide on my body

oh flesh is truly weak

I don’t think or care, I’m ready

your embrace is what I seek

I could lay like this forever

to feel your touch of heaven

I raise the bets and kiss you sweet

love itself has thrown a feast