In dream with love

don’t leave me!

not so soon!

I’ll never feel as safe...

no use

my dream is through

...I’ll wait for one more day

when kissed by night

we reunite

my melody

my love

my beam

my teaful hope

my midnight dream

***

why do I

when occasionally open my eyes

see evil in people

they try to disguise?

and

why you

with perpetually wide-opened eyes

see sweetness in people

they cannot disguise?

Abuse

learn to know me, benefit

see my butt and give a kick

make it so I land in gutter

„sorry pal” silently mutter

take advantage as you wish

don’t forget a slimy kiss

smooooooooch

No more

She may be lonely mentally

But physically she flies

Even though it’s primitive

To form one night lasting binds

Flying from one bed to another

All the time she’ll seek

Somebody to blow her cover

Someone real to keep

Day before she went out dancing

Morning finds her crawling home

A sweet tall body that she fancied

For a night was all her own

When all was over she got paid

Wanted love but just got laid

He was nice, yet she could see

„Outside bed he’s not for me”

She’ll never dare to ask for more

She never shall admit

Into pieces she is torn

Pieces that wont fit

(no more)

sick

there is a line

a wall, a visible fence

between my thoughts and reality

all day I lie

and silence common sense

while I really ought to end my vanity

nights go by fast

but daytime is hell

how long will I last

with noone to tell

deep energy rushes

yet soon fades away

darn reality crushes

my dreams for today

and I remain silent

I don’t tell a soul

that I feel tired

and awfully cold

once

you conquer me

ferociously

like a wave comes over me

enchanted eyes and inner lies

make me feel commited

but reality is tricky

I look at you

feel like a fool

and passion’s taking over

all I know is I want more

your face your lips I do adore

your hands slide on my body

oh flesh is truly weak

I don’t think or care, I’m ready

your embrace is what I seek

I could lay like this forever

to feel your touch of heaven

I raise the bets and kiss you sweet

love itself has thrown a feast

sad

a tiny dirty window

my link to outside world

solitude’s my kingdom

love is what I yearn...

Obsession

For every picture in my head

Inspiration comes from you

Although we no more share a bed

I’d kiss you if I could

I generate my own misery

And you receive the blame

It’s over, ancient history

Will I ever be the same?

While trying to find a way out

From the trap inside myself

I begin to have a naggin’ doubt

About my mental health

You’re perfect. I’m obsessed

By love I am possessed

I love you. You don’t care

Fuck, life just isn’t fair

Stuck in prejudice

I hate in when people

Look right through me

Like I was a window

All shiny and new

I don’t need help

Just a little attention

Please don’t pretend

You did not see me go

I want to be noticed

I want to be loved

I know I deserve

My part in the in-crowd

I want your friendship

To end my despair

And most of all this

I want you to care

Look at me, talk to me

Notice my screams

I’m as important

As we all want to be

I don’t want to be silent

Not heard when I call

You will hear me shout

Cause I want it all

Bitter

We found the great solution –

Save the world by air pollution!

Or save our souls by suicide?

From the world we try to hide...

What’s the reason, try to guess

You are one and we – the rest

Forgot the life we’ve lived on land

Your attitude’s what we can’t stand