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Jan 29, 2012

Aşk

Shakespeare’s but a shadow
of the feelings you induce
though my words, too, they do fall short
to silence I refuse

there’s not a language I have heard
or thought I’d bring myself to learn
that now I use
invent with you

I never thought I may find life
so hard
to fit in words

I never thought I’d find a life
so far
from reaching words

I guess I could come to describe
the motions
or the smells
or tell someone you are the one
and smile
hope they can tell

that they have, too, faced life events
that language fails to replicate
that life indeed is bigger than
ourselves and beyond death

that there are moments we survive
without a single breath
to feed
our lungs

there’s something else that makes us be
we’ve suffered much to phrase
to put in words
to fit in clay
to reach, materialize

but those who would keep still
amazed
I think
were rather wise
some things in life you know you just
can never perfectly describe
they wouldn’t fit the vowels or the consonants
or art
or music, though at hinting stuff
it has a major part

a pair of eyes
I can’t describe
have silently begun
to pull me to an endless space
post words
pre-birth
of love

post-it

I wish
there were more
 hours in a day
that I could love

but that is why
each moment I
keep dear
is why
I love=)

kız-hız-lı

she's running she's running she's running away

far far far she must run
she must run from the hurt
far far far she can run
she's so able, alert

dump the boy who loves her text him farewell
put their home online we are ready to sell
leave the kitten she feeds to starve and run off
find new kicks from new toys, love isn't enough

she's running she's running still running away

far far far she must run
she must run from the hurt
cannot let this life
bore, choke her inert

ah my god the routine, routine how it hurts
must go running must leave must never revert
keep keep running behind her shadowy smirk
can can never escape the self or the dirt

waiting for a miracle

waiting for a miracle
a smile
one uncontrolled
waiting for a miracle
to solve the unresolved

the love
that I express
the love
that you repress

waiting for a miracle I pray

all the anger I digest
your contrived disinterest
how it brings to me distress
you choke words within your chest

I await, alone
with you

clasped within your hidden laugh
stuck within your beating heart
for miracles I pray, intent

my head at rest
now on your chest
your beating heart I hear
your beating heart
that never touches
only watches, beckons mine

one day on a sunlit street
I’ll pass you
still. without a beat
and your heart, love
will be in tears

if only then I’d care enough
to greet you with a hug
convince you to forgive forget
the ditches that you dug

the tears you never dared to cry
the love you never gave
the laughter on your lips would dry
the time you’d waist away

I hope by then you’ve introduced
some heaven to your hell
I hope your days will have been blessed
as mine since our farewell

today

new life awakes in me
that comes and goes in cycles
a definition
newfound purpose
a past identity recycled

Self re-invent

I built a castle of clouds and called it my home...
a dreamland of clouds I called it my own
well, there’s a time and place for everything
and my time has renewed
I abandon my kingdom, no future in view
a life to rediscover
a fate like any other
I’ve seen myself pursue
my dreaming time is through
I am a newborn student
to teachings of my own
I see long roads to choose from
and far I plan to go
I’m independent
reinventing
all that ties me into life
refuse to dwell in past or future
carpe diem gives me might
I take with me all that I have
and let the clouds rain down on me
the dreams were nice but they are past
I’m invested in today

Crush #2

there's a trap and it's cunning
to avoid it I must
and yet I go nearer
in fate lay my trust


i fall in
and recover
i escape
and return
to myself, to before
but scarred from the burn

so I think. and abandon
get up. and I smile
and then I decide to be strong
enough to go back and to pry

it's still there
pure madness
i cannot fight that
it takes me apart
then pieces me back
over and over and over again

I'd need, to be saved
from impediment doom
three words
eight letters
him say:
I love you

Crush

It’s mere dream but exhilarates living
Fall in love and you’ll know what I mean
How the past or the future or present
Has mattered without him by me?
I make plans that are shattered tomorrow.
I think things that lack purpose today.
But amongst all this mess
I sincerely confess
That life is fulfilling this way
And what of the effect of dreaming?
If I’m fooled I can cry. But a lesson is learned
If embraced I’m euphoric and loved as I yearn
Either way I’ll be wiser
And beaming
And burn

In dream with love

don’t leave me!
not so soon!
I’ll never feel as safe...
no use
my dream is through
...I’ll wait for one more day

when kissed by night
we reunite
my melody
my love
my beam
my teaful hope
my midnight dream