there is a line
a wall, a visible fence
between my thoughts and reality
all day I lie
and silence common sense
while I really ought to end my vanity
nights go by fast
but daytime is hell
how long will I last
with noone to tell
deep energy rushes
yet soon fades away
darn reality crushes
my dreams for today
and I remain silent
I don’t tell a soul
that I feel tired
and awfully cold