Jan 29, 2012

sec after

so you said it
you want me
i cannot reply
breathe deeply
accept as I friendly advise
to stay distant
if you want what is good for you
I will hurt you
and thus hurt myself
I’ve plenty of others to choose from
you’d be but a casual flirt
if I use you
I lose you a friend
so I’m wanted
so what?
so by others
why would I pick you
or anyone else
I’m done making choices
I’ve chosen myself
so crushes usurp me
and lurk from behind
crushes aren’t lasting
I will change my mind
so let me have crushes
dismembered by them
I’ll soon welcome reason
and regain myself
so sure
I am pretty
addictive
I know
but not for my princes
in line by the door
It’s me and myself
I’m meant to and for